11/15

I am officially irritated now. I just lost the post I spent the last5 minutes working on.

Michelle and Brittney will be here all week next week. YEA! We are all looking forward to that. And our neighbers are coming over to share Thanksgiving with us. Double Yea! And I see the OB DR next week. Kinda Yea!

Why Kinda yea? Well, after 5 miscarriages, I am neurotic when it comes to being pregnant. I worry that I will go to the appt and be told that they can't find the heartbeat. Not good. It's hard not to have those thoughts in the middle of the night when you wake up. Don't ask me why. I am trying to stay positive (and busy) so it doesn't become too bad, but in the quiet moments, it's hard. I did think I felt a good solid kick this last weekend, so that was kind of cool. We aren't at the point where I will feel it much, or on a regular basis, so nothing unusual about not feeling anything since, though I would appreciate it : )

Mason had to go to the DR (ER) yesterday. Daycare called in a tizzy about a rash he had which was NOTHING. I spent two hours in the ER, one of which Mason was ANGRY (he threw a fit for over an hour) and another hour in a doctors office to get a note telling the daycare that there is NOTHING wrong. By the way, they thought he had hand, foot, and mouth disease. Sounds nice, doesn't it?

Derek is in Finals this week and it appears he will pass, possible with A's in one or all of his classes. He's not taking anything else until January, so he will be able to re-charge and re-group, we hope : ) He's hoping to go back to martial arts next month also. I don't know how that will go, but it can't hurt.

I am starting a Master's online in January. It's in Security Management. I think it will work very well with my other Master's degree. And if everything works out, I might continue to do online Master's degrees for a while. Perhaps a degree in Forensic Pschology for S&Gs. No, I am not compeltely nuts, I just like school, and I just as well do something I like after I have been responsible.